UGH.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

Pretty Obvious If You Ask Me.

Can we drop the crap about the meaning of Christmas?

You don't have to go on some epic journey to the north pole, or go on a spiritual journey, or pick apart Christmas claymation specials on TV.

It's very simple.

Jesus.

Jesus is the reason for the season.

Yes, it's true that he wasn't born on Dec. 25th. More sources point to his being born in May, 6 B.C., in fact.

The first Christmas that we have record of (that I could find) is in Rome in 366 A.D.. Whether it's true that the church "took the winter solstice from the pagans" or not, December 25th is the day that we celebrate Jesus' birth and life. It doesn't matter if that's the actual day that he was born. I mean, the sabbath isn't really Sunday but we still honor Sunday as being the sabbath. The symbolism is the important thing.

As far as Santa goes, I don't care whether he exists or not. Santa wasn't intended to be "Satan" spelled backwards, it comes from the Spanish or Italian word for "Saint" and just happened to be a coincidence. To me, it's a way to blindly rope atheists into Christmas. But anyway, my kids will know about Santa Claus, and I'll tell them with a wink that presents are from "Santa" because I honestly don't see the harm. I'll probably even tell them the story of Saint Nicolas, to establish where he came from and who he was. Ultimately though, they'll know that every good and perfect gift comes from God and the nativity scene will be the focal part of the decorations.

As a side note, I'm tired of the "Christmas tree" verse in Jeremiah being taken out of context.

Check this out.

http://www.orlutheran.com/html/jer10.html

Summary:

From the foregoing, it is abundantly clear that the "decorated tree" to which Jeremiah 10 refers is an idol, very likely the Asherah. Therefore, it is very superficial Bible interpretation and pure silliness to understand this passage as directly referring to the use of a fir tree for Christmas! If, and I repeat, if those who set up a Christmas tree fall down and worship it as a god or goddess, complete with altars and incense stands, then Jeremiah 10 applies here. Or if someone loves their Christmas tree more than God, then such a thing might also be considered spiritual idolatry. But apart from these exceptions, I think it is abundantly clear that Christians who erect Christmas trees are NOT worshiping them as gods or goddesses, nor are they loving them more than their Savior Jesus Christ. They are simply using the Christmas tree as a fun custom, one that can remind them of Jesus who is the branch of David (Jeremiah 23:5; 33:15), the root of Jesse (Isaiah 11:1). One that can remind them of the tree that led Adam and Eve to sin, but more importantly, the tree on which Christ Jesus died to make atonement for the sins of the whole world (Acts 5:30; Gal. 3:13; 1 Peter 2:24).

If you hear anyone talking about how the Christmas tree is pagan, etc., show this to them.

Oh, and

Merry Christmas :)

Legit Post

(Cross-posted from my Tumblr)

I've been so tired lately...

Probably because I don’t sleep enough and I get stressed. I’m happy and I don’t feel depressed but I don’t know… days just feel weird now. It’s like as soon as I wake up, the day is over and I’m too tired to care about stuff. I get irritated at little things and I’m scrambling at the end of the day to prepare for the next day. Can I just have Thanksgiving Break now?

In other news, classes are going well except Bio. I’ve gotta do SOMETHING to do better in that class, I just don’t know what. There’s no homework assignments to bring up any bad test grades, it’s just weekly quizzes between interspersed tests. The quizzes are super hard, but the tests are pretty reasonable… I’m just tired of that class. But… I don’t want to fail it cause I don’t want to re-take it! We’ve gone away from the complicated human body to nice easy plants, which my dad has been teaching me about all of my life. But my mom’s a nurse… why didn’t she teach me the body stuff?

Every other class is going really well! Even math! I’m nervous about how I did on my last test… hopefully it was no worse than a C, maybe even a high B! IhopeIhopeIhope. And even if it’s bad, if I correct the questions I got wrong, it counts as a quiz grade so hopefully that’ll even it out. But I need to do homework more…

Drawing is going well, got an A in there so far. We’re getting ready to start our final project tomorrow: A portrait of ourselves. DUN DUN DUNNNN. Judging by the classmate portrait that I did in class friday, this is going to look like garbage but thankfully we have a picture to go off of (and we get to make a grid so that the proportions are good) PLUS we have until the last day of class to work on it so I’m really hoping that it’s going to turn out nice so that SOMETHING I draw will be good enough to frame and put on a wall…

Art History is a joke. I made a 100 on the first test and the second test hasn’t been posted yet (even though it’s been almost a week, but he won’t post the grades until everyone has taken it) but I’m almost positive I got a 100 on that one too, and there’s no other grades in the class except for a group presentation that we have to do on an era of art history (we’re doing impressionism: My favorite!) which is going to be a BREEZE. I’m so glad to have at least one class that I don’t have to work for…

Audio/Video Basics is going really well too but my A dropped to a B when I got a 42 out of 50 on an assignment because the audio was wrong, but I have an audio assignment due Wednesday that will probably (hopefully) bring it back up and then he offers a chance to resubmit assignments for extra credit at the end of the semester. So I’m not worried about that.

That’s about it… I’m not sure why I felt the need to rant about my life right now but it feels good… maybe it’s what I needed.

I like lemons...

And Another One Gone...

I feel like cancer keeps singing "Another One Bites The Dust" in my face all the time. I hate it.

[Heartattack]

So I came across this picture

And my heart stopped.

This is a part of my childhood I almost forgot completely about. And you wanna know what's really sad? Is that I can tell you what scene is in almost every one of those boxes. The pink heart on the right that looks like it's got a cushion on it has a ballet theater inside complete with little seats and a place where you can put your polly ballerina and then theres a wheel you can turn to make her spin. The bottom blue one with the jewel is an underwater mermaid one, the pale blue oval shaped one is the inside of a house with 5 separate rooms... MAN. I want to be 7 years old again.

Seriously, I almost cried when I saw this picture... I don't even know what I did with all of my Polly Pocket boxes. I wish I had them.

Best Feeling In The World

♥ That you are someone else's happiness.

♥ That someone is thinking about you as much as you're thinking about them.

♥ That you have someone that you can text in the middle of the night when you can't sleep and know that they'll answer.

♥ To know that someone smiles as big as you when they receive a cute text.

Sure there's a possibility it might not last. But there's a bigger possibility that it does. And even if it doesn't, I won't regret anything. Not one thing.

This is too awesome.